Hitman the Movie

I juz watch this movie yesterday night and it was really awesome! For those who havent watch it, plz go! Two thumbs up again!

I'm like a Medic in the Battlefield now

In the battlefield there stand 3 forces, each plays an important role in defending their country. The medics, the land troops, and the air force.

1. The medics heal the land troops to reduce the fatalities/injuries and they hold the key to the victory in the battlefield.

2. The land troops defend their land with their lives to protect everything including the medics and provide a safe ground for the air force to land. They again hold a key to the victory in the battlefield.

3. The air force has a great advantage high above which they can clear the enemies land troops to greatly reduce their number, this gives such advantage to their team, they too hold a key to the victory in the battlefield.

The 3 forces each holds a key to the victory in the battlefield. Who is the greatest then? Lets see what problem will they face when they take each other for granted.

1. Medics think they are so great, they heal and save lives, but they suck in combat. They can be easily killed by the enemy land troops.

2. The land troops think they are so great, they defend the land, but without the help of the medics and air force, fatalities increase, they will be outnumbered by the enemy very soon.

3. Air force obviously cant land to restock when the ground has taken by enemy forces.

I'm in the same situation actually. Me, She and Love are our forces.

People alwiz ask me why dont u give up? I simply tell them 'I'm like a Medic in the Battlefield now', i'm trying to heal it, if i give up, the war is over. Everything is coexisting and if i dont try i wont know the result. Well, i'm not sure whether she had given up or not because right now she is still very far away, cant see and contact her yet.

If things didnt turn out to be good, then at least i can still tell myself that i've tried my very best till the very end and i have no more regrets, better than running back to hometown and neglect the truth, if i run i sure lose.

I've never given up Hope at all, alwiz hoping for the best =)

The Black Parade

I've been waiting for this very moment!

My Chemical Romance is finally here and THEY will be performing in KL tomorrow BUT! i'm stucked here without any tickets =(

This is bad, really bad, the tickets are sold out and i wanna go to their concert so badly.

Addicted to Fall Out Boy

I'm really really addicted to this song "I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off (Me & You)" by the Fall Out Boy. I've been listening to it more than 5 times a day everyday and still havent get bored of it yet. I think this song is about how bad the relationship has become after some time of being together.

Last year's wishes
Are this year's apologies
Every last time i come home
I take my last chance
To burn a bridge or two
I only keep myself in this sick in the head
Cause i know how the words get you
We're the new face of failure
Prettier and younger but not any better off
Bullet proof loneliness
At best, At best

Me and You

Setting in the honeymoon

If I woke up next to you

If I woke up next to you

Collect the bad habits

That you couldn't bare to keep

Out of the woods but I love

A tree I used to lay beneath

Kissed teeth stained red

From a sour bottle baby girl

With eyes the size of baby worlds

We're the new face of failure

Prettier and younger but not any better off

Bullet proof loneliness

At best, at best

Me and You

Setting in the honeymoon

If I woke up next to you

If I woke up next to you

The best way

To make it through

With heart and wrists intact

Is to realise

Two out of three ain't bad

Ain't bad

Me and You

Setting in the honeymoon

If I woke up next to you

If I woke up next to you

I'm okay already =)

OMG, yesterday wasnt my day, was almost controlled by my emo-self but i'm finally feeling better today, actually i feel great today =)

Oh yeah, i watched Enchanted with a couple of friends in cineleisure yesterday night.

Enchanted

It was great! Happy fairy tale ending, a romantic comedy, juz cant stop laughing when i'm watching it. For those who havent watch it, please go! I think this movie quite good, two thumbs up!

I'll be going to a bible study today too, need to get some advises in life from the pastor.

Will update the blog very soon again =)

(Update on my profile and if u guys didnt notice it, I already removed the picture of Me and Ming Fen, a new Facts bout this blog section has been added too)

I'm back!

I was actually awaken by a very terrible dream this morning. Since then, i've been feeling weird, worried, and lonely the whole day. I wonder why.. Sigh.. Well, i swear i was feeling better few days ago, but things juz kept flushing in after the dream, I'm back to my emotional-self again for today.. I cant control myself..

I suddenly have the urge to look back at the old photos in my computer, click and open and look at it and tears fell down.. The flashback of the images of how happy we used to be when 'she' was still in Malaysia, I miss them so much. We used to travel around and going places together. We used to be a very happy couple. We used to love each other very very much too. Maybe what they say is right, good things dun last forever..

I remember we do face many obstacles b4 we got together. Many people, many words, and many things actually try to stop us. I'm sure 'she' remembers it too. Those were the old times. But in the end we manage to overcome it, and we got together and make everyone's jaw dropped. That is our beginning, the 5th of May of 2007, we been together for more than half a year already =)

I m still thinking what actually went wrong in between us. We did talk abit these few days, but i can feel the coldness between us already. Now we dun really have much things to talk about anymore, less feel less topic already. Is this really the end of everything? I still have the feeling that 'she' still doesnt wanna talk to me yet, everytime when i started talking to her, something came up, like 'she' needs to prepare now, 'she' needs to sleep now, 'she' needs to go out now. I guess i really hurt 'her' too much last time, staying connected to me hurts her in some way, I hope time heals.

Well, I know I'm not in the right position to say this but I still care for 'her' very much, will still think of her occasionally. But in just 2 more weeks 'she'll be coming back to Malaysia, we'll see each other that time. I really hope for the best for us. Plz study hard right now, coz your finals are coming =)

Please God stay with us again this time. Thanks for everything so far.

Mei Ting, Happy Birthday!

Talked to Ming Fen few days ago, so surprised that she called, felt quite happy actually even though we didnt talk much =)

In the end, i'm not going to fetch her from the airport on the day she arrived already(17th of Dec), her dad wants to fetch her.. I think she'll miss her family so much, so i decided to step away and let her have some quality family time after 5 months away from home. I think that after so many hours of flight she should be tired too, not really a good time to talk.

We'll see each other when we really got the chance to see each other then =) Take care for now. Will still be calling u on the 15th.

Well, actually today was Mei Ting's birthday.. Didnt get the chance to go out together, this is what she told rehui: I've not available tonight.. Lol, nvm will go out on saturday then =) Enjoy the day yea? Coz you're the star tonight!