A word of caution: Dont drink and Drive

Read a very interesting email from a friend and would like to share it in the blog =)


I went to a party,

And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mum
So I had a sprite instead.

I felt proud of myself,

The way you said I would,
That I didn't drink and drive,
Though some friends said I should.

I made a healthy choice,

And your advice to me was right,
The party finally ended,
And the kids drove out of sight.

I got into my car,

Sure to get home in one piece,
I never knew what was coming, Mum
Something I expected least.

Now I'm lying on the pavement,

And I hear the policeman say,
The kid that caused this wreck was drunk,
Mum, his voice seems far away.

My own blood's all around me,

As I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
This girl is going to die.

I'm sure the guy had no idea,

While he was flying high,
Because he chose to drink and drive,
Now I would have to die.

So why do people do it, Mum

Knowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain is cutting me,
Like a hundred stabbing knives.

Someone should have taught him,
That it's wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his parents had,
I'd still be alive.

My breath is getting shorter, Mum

I'm getting really scared.
These are my final moments,
And I'm so unprepared.

I wish that you could hold me Mum,

As I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say, 'I love you, Mum!'
So I love you and good-bye.

Author's note:

Sometimes you not only spoil your own Life, you might spoil someone's perfect Life too...

This article may be a fiction, but fictions exist for a reason, exist for someone who is afraid that someday terrible things like this could happen, maybe it has happened before, maybe it has not, but that someone is really making an effort to tell you dont let things happen like this...

We can always make a difference...

Something I treasure...

Something i treasure.....

Just a simple question like this gave me those sleepless nights... Keep thinking of how screwed up my Life is at the current state... I've been thinking bout the past alot lately... Mostly bout all the Hows and Whats that happen to me lately..

Last week was really a boooooring week, everyone's ass is like so glued to their computers, and everyone is having WOW(World of Warcraft) fever now. Wanting to find someone to talk to seems like a very difficult task now... But lucky Bra decided to come down and chill for the weekends, Life seems a bit easy from there =)

I really appreciate his effort to listen to me... Most man are lousy listeners, whenever u address an issue, they most probably give an idea on how to fix it and that is not what i'm seeking, just wanted someone to be present and be there to listen, thats all...

I told him bout my issues on my family and my Life... He listens and listens and listens.. and he told me something in the end, ''try harder and just do it, you might never know what surprises God has left for you, since that is something u treasure so much...''

Hmmmm..... I realized i had forgotten a very important quote I Love to use so much in my Life last time, 'People gave us too soon when they failed to realize how close they are to success'

I think I've tried hard, but i guess i have to try harder this time and face fear itself now...

Once again, I've found Hope in my most dreaded moments again...

Life goes on now...

Theres gotta be more to Life!

Lately I've been feeling abit not myself again.. Looking back at few weeks ago, I alwiz said this, I'm pretty sure i'm okay last few weeks ago. I wonder why do i alwiz have emo spike like a woman..

Since that argument i had with my Mum last few weeks ago, it has left me devastated.. Everything i do i felt so empty, everything was never enough anymore.. Weeks of sleepless nights, kinda got me off track from my life, I'm lost... Supports from books i'm reading wasnt enough to make me feel good...

Until last 2 days ago. The night when I had 3 dreams in 1 night.. It somehow pushes me to a whole new level of consciousness.

1st dream: I had this wonderful dream when I'm with 'Her'. We were going out together like last time, sharing alot common interests, dine in our favorite place. I still remember things were so perfect when we just got together =) Then its time we decided to bring each other to meet our parents, those feelings of how would his/her parents think of me feelings really excites me. It reminds me of how loving and happy we used to be...

2nd dream: I woke up one morning to discover that my dog Fuji was waiting for me to wake up outside my door, i'm not sure how he ended up back here but its JUST LIKE LAST TIME! When he used to stay with me in KL, i remember the days when i bring him out for a drink with my friends. Bring him on a walk in the garden. Fetches him to shower on the grooming centre every weekends.

3rd dream: I had a really bad day... and someone came up to me and tell me, do what you feel like doing because you will see the results soon and always remember that 'Theres gotta be more to Life'

I woke up after the 3rd dream... Even though the 3rd wasnt very special, but it somehow makes me realize that life was indeed to be abundant, do what u feel like doing huh? I think I know who is responsible for making me realize this =)

I deeply express my gratitude towards God who made me realize that...

Some pictures of my vacation in Thailand

As promised, here are some of the pictures i took when i was on my vacation in Thailand =) Thailand is really very nice place to visit, really enjoyed very much the whole trip..

The famous 'Floating Market'

They sell all kinds of stuff, foods, drinks anything u can name..

Its our turn to explore the market!

No wonder they say bangkok has the worse jam... EVEN the river have traffic jam...

A pot for us guys to pee on

Handmade souvenirs like this are sold everywhere along the river

These are some pictures of many temples in the compound of the Royal Palace

Very weird looking characters like this are found all over Thailand

This is the formal Royal Palace

This is the largest teakwood mansion found in Thailand

Victory Monument

I'm back =)

Finally came back from Bangkok yesterday! Sawadeeka(Hello in Thai)!

The trip was amazing! Bangkok is amazing! Nice place to shop, drink, see around, hang out, I already planned to go back there very soon=) In Bangkok, they sell all kinds of stuff. In the famous flea market called Chatuchat, they have all the very cheap goods, the price was super cheap too, the cheapest T-shirt i saw was 40-60 Bath(RM4-6). Their people are so much friendlier than those people in Petaling Street..

Went to Patpok too, the famous red light district. They have all those very erotic bars, where naked girls dance on the stage, live Sex shows, demonstration of pussy tricks like ping pong, can opening etc etc... Wasnt worth to evaluate much anyway, if u guys have the chance to witness it, do it, then u'll know what becomes of our world, the corruptions and plague of our own humanity.

Miss my friends so much, I hope everyone have a very nice Chinese New Year.. Hope to hang out and club with them very soon.


Oh yeah! Love is everywhere because.... Valentine's Day is this Thursday! I would love to wish all the couples all the best in your relationship, and congratulations because you've found that special someone, its the most romantic day of the year to show them how much they meant to u. These are the few important things to do for your love ones:

1. Give your love ones a very big and tight hug!
2. Kiss them passionately!
3. Flowers and chocolate is a must..
4. Bring them to dine in a nice warmth, cozy and romantic place. If you dont want to waste money, cooking for her is extremely sexy too=) Some candles will make the dinner sexier..
5. Buy/Make them a very sentimental gift. The price is not important, the heart that counts. This gift will show how much u pay attention to her, so be very clear what to choose!
6. and most importantly tell them how much you Love them and how much they meant to you in your Life..

Gotta sleep now, will update with some pictures i took in Bangkok in the next post. Good nite everyone =)

To Bryan, Jocelyn, Rehui, Calvin, Challen, I'm finally ready, Wish me luck, I hope its not too late too, because The Hot Pursuit finally starts now!

Hello Malaysia!

I've reached Bangkok yesterday night and will be staying here until next Monday...

Starting to miss Malaysia already...

Will be posting some pictures when i have the time.

One last thing, wish everyone a very happy and a very prosperous Chinese New Year =)

The Seasons of Love

Many people actually give up on their relationship too soon, my favorite quote; Many people give up too soon when they fail to realize how close they are to success. This very important quote is what still keeping me going forward so hard today.

After rereading some of the topics in a book i got from a friend last time called 'Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus' by John Gray. I finally understand that I too failed to understand that Love has its own seasons too, just like our earth's climate.

The Seasons of Love

A relationship is like a garden. If it is to thrive it must be watered regularly. Special care must be given, taking into account the seasons as well as any unpredictable weather. New seeds must be sown and weeds must be pulled. Similarly, to keep the magic of love alive we must understand its seasons and nurture love's special needs.

The Springtime of Love

Falling in love is like springtime. We feel as though we will be happy forever. We cannot imagine not loving our partner. It is a time of innocence. Love seems eternal. It is a magical time when everything seems perfect and works effortlessly. Our partner seems to be the perfect fit. We effortlessly dance together in harmony and rejoice in our good fortune.

The Summer of Love

Throughout the summer of our love we realize our partner is not as perfect as we thought, and we have to work on our relationship. Not only is our partner from another planet(Men and Women are very different), but he or she is also a human who makes mistakes and is flawed in certain ways

Frustration and disappointment arise; weeds need to be uprooted and plants need extra watering under the hot sun. It is no longer easy to give love and get the love we need. We discover that we are not always happy, and we do not always feel loving. It is not our picture of love.

Many couple at this point become disillusioned. They do not want to work on a relationship. The unrealistically expect it to be spring all the time. They blame their partners and give up. They do not realize that love is not always easy; sometimes it requires hard work under a hot sun. In the summer season of love, we need to nurture our partners needs as well as ask for and get the love we need. It doesn't happen automatically.

The Autumn of Love

As a result of tending the garden during the summer, we get to harvest the results of our hard work. Fall has come. It is a golden time - rich and fulfilling. We experience a more mature love that accepts and understands our partner's imperfections as well as our own. It is a time of thanksgiving and sharing. having worked hard during summer we can relax and enjoy the love we have created.

The Winter of Love

Then the weather changes again, and winter comes. During the cold, barren months of winter, all the nature pulls back within itself. it is a time of rest, reflection, and renewal. this is a time in relationships when we experience our own unresolved pain or our shadow self. It is when our lid comes off and our painful feelings emerge. It is a time of solitary growth for love and fulfillment. It is a time of healing. This is the time when men hibernate in their caves and women sink to the bottom of their wells.

After loving and healing ourselves through the dark winter of love, then spring inevitably returns. Once again we are blessed with the feelings of hope, love and an abundance of possibilities. Based on the inned healing and soul searching of our winter journey, we are then able to open our hearts and feel the Springtime of Love again once more.

The Springtime of Love --> The Summer of Love -->The Autumn of Love --> The Winter of Love
(Do you see the Seasons of Love now?)

There is always an exception for everything.. By really try to understand the Seasons of Love, you will soon discover the pattern why sometimes your partner is so grumpy and why sometimes they are so loving. Try to understand why are they not so loving as last time.

Love requires a lot of passion and effort. Fight for what you want, this world is realistic, you dont work hard you dont get wat you want. Always remember, the word hopeless doesnt really exist until u decided its really hopeless, or when u are dead..

I wish you loving couples all the best =)

(Sources in this post are mainly from the book Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus by John Gray)