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Im officially the laziest blogger ever to exist...

My last post was somewhere around December, it was before Christmas.

First thing first, a little update on my current situation. Things are going quite well for me now. I'm finally in term 2 right now. Meet several new people that share the same topics and passions with me. Could go on talking and talking for hours non-stop now =)

The busy but fun uni life I have been long waited has been granted, it aint something i could get back then in Twintech, everyday seems like just another day...

Back then i still remember that many thing seems like impossible,
I also remember the days that dreams are only meant to be in dreams,
I'm happy for being where I am right now...

Oh btw, some of your already know i bought a Golden Retriever!! I always wanted a golden=) I named his Chase, hes around 9 months now, and hes still abit too naughty. Bit all my tissue rolls and even my magazines! I'll upload some pictures of him few post later.

Once again, gotta get some sleep, to people who still read my blog, thank you!

The mood for Christmas

Hello everyone, once again, im back to the one-month-one-post again...

To a certain extend i really think of closing this blog, cause i usually dont spend time with it anymore, and i dont really feel the mood to blog like I used to. but i just cant let it go like that, it has too much memories that is still worth to linger on to...

Anyways, Christmas is around the corner. Shopping malls were decorated with christmas stuff and trees and christmas songs. Oh god, it just feels so calm and warmth and relax when Christmas is around.

I once thought of celebrating Christmas in a country that has real snow just make the whole Christmas perfect. During the night of Christmas, families stayed at home next to the warm fireplace and feast on a great meal, man its just like in the TVs.

While I will still be in Malaysia for a while, might as well enjoy the rain for Christmas instead of snow first =)

What have u guys been doing lately?

For me, Im finally gonna enroll myself in the hospitality degree this coming january, the happy thing is that i get to do what I've wanted to do, the sad thing is that skol is going to start so soon, it means end of my rotting days at home...

Well not exactly complaining since I've been fighting real hard to get into this course, its a little late, i will be 22 in 09 but I guess by looking at the bright side, I still get to do what i wanted to do, so yay! Anyway, thanks to mum for agreeing to support me in this course...

I just cant believe Im finally here now, Life is like finally starting to fall into pieces slowly...

except for one thing... I promise I'll talk about it the next time i blog..

I would like to wish everyone a wonderful Christmas in advance in case i'm not available till after Christmas.

Later guys...

The Duck with a Human Mind

As i was reading i came across this very interesting and meaningful passage from the book 'The New Earth by Eckhart Tolle' i must share with you guys, here goes...

I mentioned that after two ducks get into a fight, which never last long, they will spearate and float off in opposite directions. Then each duck will flap its wings vigorously a few times, thus releasing the surplus energy that built up during the fight. After they flap their wings, they float on peacefully, as if nothing has ever happened..

'IF' the duck had a human mind, it would keep the fight alive by thinking, by story-making. This would probably be the duck's story: "I don't believe what he just did. He came to within five inches of me. He thinks he owns this pond? He has no consideration for my private space. I'll never trust him again. Next time he'll try something else just to annoy me. Im sure he's plotting something already. But I'm not going to stand for this. I'll teach him a lesson he won't forget." And on and on the mind spins its tales, still thinking and talking about it days, months, and years later. As far as the body is concerned, the fight is still continuing, and the energy it generates in response to all those thoughts is emotion, which in turn generates more thinking. This becomes the emotional thinking of the ego. You can seee how problematic the duck's life would become if it had a human mind. But this is how most humans live all the time. No situation or event is ever really finished. The mind and the mind-made "me and my story" keep it going.

We are a species that has lost its way. Everything natural, every flower or tree, and every animal have important lessons to teach us if we could only Stop, Look, and Listen. Our duck's lession is this: Flap your wings - Which translates as "let go of the story" and return to peace..

So think about it, why do we always have these obsessive thinking?

Is it even healthy to resent someone?

Is everything still Alright?

Time really flies...

How is everyone doing lately?

Its 2.00 am in the morning now and Im still awake. Decided not to be killed by boredom in the middle of the night, i finally decided to do a minor update on my blog. 

Its been a month since i last updated my blog already

I've mentioned that ive been transferred to a hotel's kitchen to work. Working, to be honest,  has seriously numb my life. Giving me such limited time to do other stuff, I've been waking up very early in the morning driving to work and then finish work, Life's a bore really...

I no longer have that 'extra' time to do that something else. 

but look at the bright side, i was offered to do the things i love, meeting lots of interesting and experience people in the kitchen, and now plans to further my studies in the culinary art, what else could i hope for right?

Oh yea! I havent posted any photos bout the working environment Im in now, i'll try to upload some pictures in the next post.

Well, I better get some rest now... Tomorrow's a weekend, lets enjoy it =)

Unbreakable

Hello people!

Its really been a while since i blogged btw... This time im really NOT going to promise that i'll blog more often because i notice im really breaking it all the time =(

Ive been really busy lately working, oh yeah, many people didnt know that Ive been working at Secret Recipe for 8 hours a day for 10 days already. Prooooud of me eh?

At first i applied for the kitchen position, but they already have enough people in the kitchen, so i got an offer as a waiter. Having nothing to do at the moment, and stop myself from being killed by boredom, and also my mum's naggyness, i accepted it without any hesitation.

The Life as a Waiter aint an easy job u know? Bloody attitude customers i met everyday, being scolded for faults that u didnt do and still have to say sorry, it sux really. My manager's motto is 'Customers are always right', bloody yeah rite?!

So next time please treat your waiters/waitresses with more respect please!

The people in Secret Recipe has always been great to me, being so helpful in every way i needed it, eventhou its just merely 8 staff working there, they really gave me a very good first time working experience there, they taught me the importance of 'teamworking' to run a cafe.

The Kitchen, The Barrista, The Floor work together to make the cafe run smoothly... I really enjoyed working there =)

They say 'one thing leads to another' !

and tomorrow is my last day because Im offcially hired by Swiss Garden KL to work in their pastry kitchen.

Wanting to work in a kitchen was always my dream, I felt really so blessed to be given this opportunity. First i have no education in culinary and second i have 'zero working experience' in the kitchen, its a miracle that they accepted my application!

Learning the techniques to make 'hotel standard' pastries. I'll be making cakes and buns in no time.

Life just couldnt get better than this =)

'If that thing dont kill me, it only makes me stronger', says Kanya West in his song 'Stronger'

Out of all these hard times, I've learnt one thing, to become stronger, not just to become stronger, but to become unbreakable, and YES I am 'Unbrekable' now!


Once again, i'll try to blog more often! Try but not promise, gotta get some sleep, ciao!

If I Ain't Got You

Some people live for the fortune,
Some people live just for the fame,
Some people live for the power, yeah,
Some people live just to play the game,
Some people think that the physical things,
Define what's within,
And I've been there before,
But that life's a bore,
So full of the superficial.

By the time u finish reading the first part, the lyrics should sound familiar already, recently i fell in love with this really wonderful song 'If I Ain't Got You' by Alicia Keys and i can just listen to it for the whole day.

I was once a guy who believes that money rules everything. I was taught that everything including human have a price. By the look for our world now, Yes, Money still rule almost everything.

As for fame and power, I always wanted to be 'more' famous, to know more people so more people could know me.

Life itself was a Game to me, more like a game of chest. We are like front line, the pawns who only strive to move forward. Moving each step forward, and 'trying' to make a better way for someone else behind, only to find ourselves doomed first.

As for physical, most people can only see whats on the outside not on the inside. When i was young i tasted a type of fruit that looks like this:

Its so ugly on the outside, but taste so good on the inside. Why are we always so attracted to something attractive? This world is weird huh?

But Life's getting bored each day, now still holding to my own believes, I finally see a new hope, finally realized, cause i've been there before too,

Trust me...

'Everything really dont mean a thing if we couldn't share it with someone else'

Have you ever woke up early in the morning and feel that the air was so different today? or

Have you ever felt that ice water actually taste so much sweeter? or

Have you ever felt that this life was sooo made for you? or

Have you ever cant wait to meet this person? or

Have you ever drive in your car and can't stop thinking bout another person? or

Have you ever obsessively talks about another person when you are hanging out with your friends? or

Have you ever cant stop staring at somebody's picture? or

Have you ever felt in Love?

Oh no...
I'm in Love with a girl, again....