A word of caution: Dont drink and Drive

Read a very interesting email from a friend and would like to share it in the blog =)


I went to a party,

And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mum
So I had a sprite instead.

I felt proud of myself,

The way you said I would,
That I didn't drink and drive,
Though some friends said I should.

I made a healthy choice,

And your advice to me was right,
The party finally ended,
And the kids drove out of sight.

I got into my car,

Sure to get home in one piece,
I never knew what was coming, Mum
Something I expected least.

Now I'm lying on the pavement,

And I hear the policeman say,
The kid that caused this wreck was drunk,
Mum, his voice seems far away.

My own blood's all around me,

As I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
This girl is going to die.

I'm sure the guy had no idea,

While he was flying high,
Because he chose to drink and drive,
Now I would have to die.

So why do people do it, Mum

Knowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain is cutting me,
Like a hundred stabbing knives.

Someone should have taught him,
That it's wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his parents had,
I'd still be alive.

My breath is getting shorter, Mum

I'm getting really scared.
These are my final moments,
And I'm so unprepared.

I wish that you could hold me Mum,

As I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say, 'I love you, Mum!'
So I love you and good-bye.

Author's note:

Sometimes you not only spoil your own Life, you might spoil someone's perfect Life too...

This article may be a fiction, but fictions exist for a reason, exist for someone who is afraid that someday terrible things like this could happen, maybe it has happened before, maybe it has not, but that someone is really making an effort to tell you dont let things happen like this...

We can always make a difference...

Something I treasure...

Something i treasure.....

Just a simple question like this gave me those sleepless nights... Keep thinking of how screwed up my Life is at the current state... I've been thinking bout the past alot lately... Mostly bout all the Hows and Whats that happen to me lately..

Last week was really a boooooring week, everyone's ass is like so glued to their computers, and everyone is having WOW(World of Warcraft) fever now. Wanting to find someone to talk to seems like a very difficult task now... But lucky Bra decided to come down and chill for the weekends, Life seems a bit easy from there =)

I really appreciate his effort to listen to me... Most man are lousy listeners, whenever u address an issue, they most probably give an idea on how to fix it and that is not what i'm seeking, just wanted someone to be present and be there to listen, thats all...

I told him bout my issues on my family and my Life... He listens and listens and listens.. and he told me something in the end, ''try harder and just do it, you might never know what surprises God has left for you, since that is something u treasure so much...''

Hmmmm..... I realized i had forgotten a very important quote I Love to use so much in my Life last time, 'People gave us too soon when they failed to realize how close they are to success'

I think I've tried hard, but i guess i have to try harder this time and face fear itself now...

Once again, I've found Hope in my most dreaded moments again...

Life goes on now...

Theres gotta be more to Life!

Lately I've been feeling abit not myself again.. Looking back at few weeks ago, I alwiz said this, I'm pretty sure i'm okay last few weeks ago. I wonder why do i alwiz have emo spike like a woman..

Since that argument i had with my Mum last few weeks ago, it has left me devastated.. Everything i do i felt so empty, everything was never enough anymore.. Weeks of sleepless nights, kinda got me off track from my life, I'm lost... Supports from books i'm reading wasnt enough to make me feel good...

Until last 2 days ago. The night when I had 3 dreams in 1 night.. It somehow pushes me to a whole new level of consciousness.

1st dream: I had this wonderful dream when I'm with 'Her'. We were going out together like last time, sharing alot common interests, dine in our favorite place. I still remember things were so perfect when we just got together =) Then its time we decided to bring each other to meet our parents, those feelings of how would his/her parents think of me feelings really excites me. It reminds me of how loving and happy we used to be...

2nd dream: I woke up one morning to discover that my dog Fuji was waiting for me to wake up outside my door, i'm not sure how he ended up back here but its JUST LIKE LAST TIME! When he used to stay with me in KL, i remember the days when i bring him out for a drink with my friends. Bring him on a walk in the garden. Fetches him to shower on the grooming centre every weekends.

3rd dream: I had a really bad day... and someone came up to me and tell me, do what you feel like doing because you will see the results soon and always remember that 'Theres gotta be more to Life'

I woke up after the 3rd dream... Even though the 3rd wasnt very special, but it somehow makes me realize that life was indeed to be abundant, do what u feel like doing huh? I think I know who is responsible for making me realize this =)

I deeply express my gratitude towards God who made me realize that...