Another great piece of advise

My cousin, Pauline, offered me to stay at her place so i wouldnt have to stay in that lonely home today. Staying there really gives me alot of room to think of all the unnecessary and negative stuff especially if i'm alone at night, Me and Ming Fen actually spent alot of time together in that house, it still leaves memories.. But i believe time will heal, but of coz it will take some time.

My cousin, she talked to me, which really makes me feel so much better =) Really thx.... She said how can u say you guys are serious but actually such small matters could make u 2 ended up like this. I mean Me and Ming Fen did talk bout our futures, bout us getting married and having kids and living in the same house. I promised her that i would buy her a dog when she finished her studies and stayed with me in 1 house too...

My cousin, she simply answer me this, u guys were serious in the relationship thats why u both talked bout the future, i'm very glad.. but do understand that u 2 are still very young, things happen unexpectedly, both of u dun really ready to commit yet.. Juz a few arguements both of u already on the edge of breaking up, with Ming Fen loving me less than b4 and losing confidence in me, while I was getting more angry and angry each day of her treating me cold and I would call her so many times a day like crazy . Both of us are still very childish. I can finally see that both of us are really not so ready into a serious relationship like we used to promised each other.

This is my blog, I used it to express my own personal feelings, u can choose to read it or ignore, i wouldnt force u too either. Dont say i wrote it because of who who who. I wrote it because i wanted to okay? I have the freedom and rights to do so, furthermore i agree to the terms and condition offered by Blogger.com, if your not happy bout it, try to sue me or report to blogger.com. Dun talk like u know alot bout everyone, if your so good in a relationship you'll be in love now and taking effort in it with your special one not talk bout other ppl's stuff. If u ppl are really so free, try and find other things to talk okay? Its rude to judge from a third person view, because u ppl know nothing bout this relationship... I apologise if it did offended u... I'm juz being honest =)

But if Ming Fen is still reading this, hope to tell u that it is really harsh on making such selfish decision that day. Apologising is all i could do now, that is why i hope we could talk properly during December, face to face.. Both of us shud put this aside first and only talk on December. I know that u wouldnt wanna talk to me yet so I promised u that i would leave alone right now. I will still write on my blog, whether u wanna read it or not its really up to u... Well, I'll call u when its about time for u to come back Home, study hard at the moment and take care of yourself coz its really cold during winter.